Its times like this that i feel like giving upbut its also times like this that will make me treasure this morei am at the crossroadswhich route should i take nowshould i continue forwardand preserve onor should i just make a detourand just walk away from the paththat i have chosen to walk in the first placeI choose to continue forwardbuthow come it seems so easy for the othersbut yet so hard for meam i juz not talented in thisor am i just cursed to lead this kind of lifeAnw no need to read too much into itcause you are not me and you might not know what i am talking aboutOn a lighter notei juz got praised for being honest today during chemalthough it was not for something very great to boast aboutyeah
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:47 PM
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Sometimes its has no meaning in playing a game when the opposing team does not even attackSometimes its has no meaning going into a gamewhen you know that the opponent is way better than youSometimes everything just has no meaningwhen i do not know what will my next step beI feel like i am fighting a losing battlemaybe its the time where i have to reflectand see if i should continue on this battle
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:59 PM
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Fate as most people may thinks
can be controlled in your own hands
however sometimes what you try to make possible
may sometimes be impossible to make
There are people concerned about you
that you may not know
One of them is me
Everytime you cry
save up all the tears
i will be your rainbow when they disappear
Wash away the pain
till you smile again
i will be the one who lights your life
everytime you cry
lOneLy anD depResSeD@8:50 PM
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The SYF results were out todayand the results were that we got a sliveremotions ran high today and most of the girls criedthe guys juz sat there like some wooden blocksand did not know what to do bawe didnt really expect the resultsbut luckily everyone cheered up aft a whileCheer up Dansez-LeDun think so much about the results lewe know we did our best leand there should be no regrets leinstead we should think about all the times we had in the trainingsand the fun and laughter we hadyeah hopefully time will heal all wound
lOneLy anD depResSeD@8:39 PM
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Have you had enough of your nonsense already?
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:38 PM
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Being there but not there at the same time
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:21 PM
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Juz remember the show Constantine and thought up of the words that was mentionedits juz a brief idea that i tot ofnot sure if its the exact wordsHeaven does not want meneither can i go to helli juz have to stay on earth to fight the demonsand try my best to go to heavenThese words got me thinkingwhat if i was like thatwould anyone be able to helppondering over lots of things now
lOneLy anD depResSeD@11:21 PM
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Had kind of an interesting day todaykind of fun as well as being able to widen knowledgethanks a lot for the invitation
lOneLy anD depResSeD@11:54 PM
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Yesterday was most probably my last time doing dutyas the parade commander for morning assemblytime passes so fastand now is the time for us the J2 to step downand i to find someone to take over as the vice presidenti think we are the fastest cca to step down Being a parade commander has taught me many lessonsi have learnt self discipline thru itand i have learnt confidence and taking pride in what i have donei have learnt how to be understandingand to be patient and learn time managementalthough there were some people who pissed me off in the ccabut i stil enjoyed the whole process Some people may think that flag party is a cca that you have to come early in the morning to prepareand that you have to stay back to 5 plus 6 to lower the flagssure that is one thing that i cannot deny is boringbut stil the times waiting were somewhat enjoyable at timesIt was this cca that allowed me to go for LTCone of the camps that i truly enjoyedmeeting many new and great friendsand having many great experiences with themThe most memorable experience about flag partywas that we were able to plan for the national day celebrationsalthough it was a very small paradenot the very grand kindbut stil we put in all our efforts into itand made it a successthanks to everyone who participated in the paradeFor those times that i was unable to make it for flag loweringi am really sorry that i had to trouble the others to help mereally glad to be able to work with all of you allsheng xiang leonard yuda ken khoon poh boon evathanks a lot for making the year we were in the cca such a memorable oneFrom next week onwardsthe J2 will most probably not be doing duty anymorebut instead will be mentoring the J1 in the dutytill the new exco is formed where we will officially be freehope that all the J1 in flag party will come to realise soonthat although flag party is a cca with a lot of responsibilitiesthere is still the fun element in itin which you all have to find it And for those exco's in the other cca which are steeping down soonhope that you all oso enjoyed serving the term in your various ccaand cause you all are all stepping down soonhope that there will be more enjoyable moments that you all can enjoybefore stepping downTo all those cca who are taking part in SYFand especially to dancegood luck to all and hope that we will do the school proud
lOneLy anD depResSeD@11:57 PM
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Had physical fitness test todaydid quite well for the few station bawas actually aiming for 30 pointsbut my 2.4km run timing was 11.05which is a Bso had to do with 29 points which is also quite good as well baBad events usually happens before goodthings have to get really really badbefore they can get goodgood follows bad pretty amazing rightYouth is wasted on the wrong people
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:45 PM
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Its not as simple as you all think it is
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:03 PM
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I know this may sound very unbelieveable
but this is a wishlist to santa
yeah i noe i am too old alrdy
but he has missed my house for the couple of yrs
and i hope he comes this year
Dear santa
i have been a really good boy this year and for the last couple of years
yepps the years that u have missed out on my house
but this year i hope that u can grant all my wishes on my wish list
and hope to see u drop by soon
for starters you could always give me more money
and you could also help me with my A levels and the results
and probably you could help me get a new bed
but most importantly
all i wan for christmas is ...
thanks a million santa
Anw happy april fool's day to everyone out thereWhat if i said that i wanna be with youwhat if i said that i liked youwhat if today is the last day on Earthwhat if i said that i will be by your sidewhat if i said that today is the 1st of AprilHAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAYhaha
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:37 PM
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