Its times like this that i feel like giving up
but its also times like this that will make me treasure this more
i am at the crossroads
which route should i take now
should i continue forward
and preserve on
or should i just make a detour
and just walk away from the path
that i have chosen to walk in the first place

I choose to continue forward
but
how come it seems so easy for the others
but yet so hard for me
am i juz not talented in this
or am i just cursed to lead this kind of life

Anw no need to read too much into it
cause you are not me
and you might not know what i am talking about

On a lighter note
i juz got praised for being honest today during chem
although it was not for something very great to boast about
yeah
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Sometimes its has no meaning in playing a game
when the opposing team does not even attack

Sometimes its has no meaning going into a game
when you know that the opponent is way better than you

Sometimes everything just has no meaning
when i do not know what will my next step be

I feel like i am fighting a losing battle
maybe its the time where i have to reflect
and see if i should continue on this battle
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Fate as most people may thinks
can be controlled in your own hands
however sometimes what you try to make possible
may sometimes be impossible to make

There are people concerned about you
that you may not know
One of them is me

Everytime you cry
save up all the tears
i will be your rainbow when they disappear

Wash away the pain
till you smile again
i will be the one who lights your life
everytime you cry
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The SYF results were out today
and the results were that we got a sliver
emotions ran high today and most of the girls cried
the guys juz sat there like some wooden blocks
and did not know what to do ba
we didnt really expect the results
but luckily everyone cheered up aft a while

Cheer up Dansez-Le
Dun think so much about the results le
we know we did our best le
and there should be no regrets le
instead we should think about all the times
we had in the trainings
and the fun and laughter we had
yeah hopefully time will heal all wound
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Have you had enough of your nonsense already?
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Being there but not there at the same time
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Juz remember the show Constantine
and thought up of the words that was mentioned
its juz a brief idea that i tot of
not sure if its the exact words

Heaven does not want me
neither can i go to hell
i juz have to stay on earth
to fight the demons
and try my best to go to heaven

These words got me thinking
what if i was like that
would anyone be able to help
pondering over lots of things now
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Had kind of an interesting day today
kind of fun as well as being able to widen knowledge
thanks a lot for the invitation
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Yesterday was most probably my last time doing duty
as the parade commander for morning assembly
time passes so fast
and now is the time for us the J2 to step down
and i to find someone to take over as the vice president
i think we are the fastest cca to step down

Being a parade commander has taught me many lessons
i have learnt self discipline thru it
and i have learnt confidence and taking pride in what i have done
i have learnt how to be understanding
and to be patient and learn time management
although there were some people who pissed me off in the cca
but i stil enjoyed the whole process

Some people may think that flag party is a cca
that you have to come early in the morning to prepare
and that you have to stay back to 5 plus 6 to lower the flags
sure that is one thing that i cannot deny is boring
but stil the times waiting were somewhat enjoyable at times

It was this cca that allowed me to go for LTC
one of the camps that i truly enjoyed
meeting many new and great friends
and having many great experiences with them

The most memorable experience about flag party
was that we were able to plan for the national day celebrations
although it was a very small parade
not the very grand kind
but stil we put in all our efforts into it
and made it a success
thanks to everyone who participated in the parade

For those times that i was unable to make it for flag lowering
i am really sorry that i had to trouble the others to help me
really glad to be able to work with all of you all
sheng xiang leonard yuda ken khoon poh boon eva
thanks a lot for making the year we were in the cca
such a memorable one

From next week onwards
the J2 will most probably not be doing duty anymore
but instead will be mentoring the J1 in the duty
till the new exco is formed where we will officially be free
hope that all the J1 in flag party will come to realise soon
that although flag party is a cca with a lot of responsibilities
there is still the fun element in it
in which you all have to find it

And for those exco's in the other cca which are steeping down soon
hope that you all oso enjoyed serving the term in your various cca
and cause you all are all stepping down soon
hope that there will be more enjoyable moments that you all can enjoy
before stepping down

To all those cca who are taking part in SYF
and especially to dance
good luck to all
and hope that we will do the school proud
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Had physical fitness test today
did quite well for the few station ba
was actually aiming for 30 points
but my 2.4km run timing was 11.05
which is a B
so had to do with 29 points
which is also quite good as well ba

Bad events usually happens before good
things have to get really really bad
before they can get good
good follows bad
pretty amazing right

Youth is wasted on the wrong people
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Its not as simple as you all think it is
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I know this may sound very unbelieveable
but this is a wishlist to santa
yeah i noe i am too old alrdy
but he has missed my house for the couple of yrs
and i hope he comes this year

Dear santa
i have been a really good boy this year and for the last couple of years
yepps the years that u have missed out on my house
but this year i hope that u can grant all my wishes on my wish list
and hope to see u drop by soon
for starters you could always give me more money
and you could also help me with my A levels and the results
and probably you could help me get a new bed
but most importantly
all i wan for christmas is ...

thanks a million santa

Anw happy april fool's day to everyone out there


What if i said that i wanna be with you
what if i said that i liked you
what if today is the last day on Earth
what if i said that i will be by your side
what if i said that today is the 1st of April

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY
haha
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