Went for my NS medical check up todaywas all clear for pes A until i went for my ecg and the height and weight measurementmy ecg was screwed with my heart beat being a bit funnycos sometimes no readings on the chartjuz a blank space which is not normal bahden for height and weightgrew taller by 2 cm to 182but lost weight to 57so in the end severely underweightwith bmi of 17.2 and optimal bmi was 18.5and i think that was the reason i downgraded to pes BdammzzzWhat would happen if i could turn back timenot do the things that i did beforewould the situation be betterand will not feel like strangersLast week of holidaysand i am not yet finished with my revisionman am i going to be so screwed in my mid year this timewhat has my motivation that pushed me thru my promos gone toi desperately need helpzzz
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:53 PM
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