Love is all about connectivity lah... if u cant connect with another girl... den most likely u arent suitable for her lah... Met up wif old frens 2dae lahx... gary and alvin... haha... actually met gary first den we call alvin to join us lah... went to watch the lake hse... oh man... the show is like so predictable... haha... i could like predict wat happened juz aft watchin the first 30 mins of the show... ok lahx... but the show was nt bad lahx... although i almost cried... not bcos te show was touching but cos the show was a romance show and the whole cinema was like filled with couples and three guys... and gary did not choose center seats but side... omg... no pretty girls beside us... haha... aft tat we went to walk ard lah... frm plaza singapura to clarke quay to serangoon and in the end chomp chomp for dinner... haha...Life is not like a book... it can end any second... A quote frm the movie the lake house lah... think is kinda meaningful...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@12:08 AM
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Hahax... haven been bloggin for quite some time liao lahx... hahax... so here's a brief update on my life... hahax... Kp juz sprain or injured her fourth finger lahx... hahax... while playing basketball during pe... hahax... wei peng and i was like laughin at her and was like doin all kind of stuff with our fourth finger to show kp and she was like pissed... hahax... went to draw on her bandage yest lahx... or i was like colouring her bandage green lahx... hahax... so was like she took it out 2dae lahx.... hahax... And yest during ct... mr wong showed us our results lahx... wo... this motivated me bad lahx... i really am goin to chiong on my studies and make sure that i get at least an A in one H1 subj and one H2 subj man... gonna chiong lahx... ya... and aft that was like wat was to be a normal talk between pui kheng kp and i turned out to be a gossiping place where we were talking abt the rumored couples in our class lahx... hahax... shall nt sae who they are lest i get beaten up lahx... hahax...One more thing... i juz realised that biz club is a waste of time... i mean u juz sit there for like 3 hrs and do funny funny things like presentations and projects... i mean -_-"... can we pls do something more cinstructive like wat the interact club ppl are doin by serving the community...that more interesting lahx... wats worse is that suddenly... i become the assistant project director... oh man... i wished i had joined interact club instead and kp and the other think that way too... Hahax... having an obession on drawin this face... -_-"... hahax... is like drawin it everywhere lahx... hahax... was influenced by wei peng ba... hahax...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@6:51 PM
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Happy birthday to guang yu and kp ah... hahax... went to celebrate their birthday at bugis the pastamania lahx... hahax... we were like eating cheese there more than the pasta lahx... hahax... so aft eating went to walk ard b4 aloy and i went to hougang to meet someone and to buy a cake for kp and guang yu lahx... while the others... sk kp guang yu benny and mad went to east coast park first lahx... hahax... so aft tat went back to find them and had cake lahx... hahax... but the best part was the whipped cream which i started and soon became a war... hahax... ok.. i am so nt going out with them on my birthday anymore... hahax... i scare whipped cream... hehes... yeah... had a great day 2dae lahx... and hopefully the 2 birthday peeps had as much fun as we had... hees...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:12 PM
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Finally got the answer i needed aft these few days of ups and downs... although the answer made me feel damm sianx and put me at my lowest... but dun worry... the guy will come back again... and he will be back better and more refreshed than ever...Hahax... yeah... cut my hand accidently while shaving lahx... hahax... damm crappy... i nt at home nw... but outside lahx... and i am still blogging lahx... hahax... yeah... tat all for 2dae lahx... hahax... got to go nw... busy sia... hahax...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:25 PM
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I juz realised tat love needs lots of trust and there is no such things as my fault or ur fault in a relationship... it will alwaes be our problem and both of the parties muz be there to stand by each other... a couple should tell each other their problems and face all their problems standin side by side... there shld alwaes be trust and there shld nt be comparisons with ex's or whatsoever... everybody is different and u shld love them for who they are... in everyone there is a monster inside them but there is also a knight inside them as well... who u wan to come out is wat u tink u are... nobody is perfect...I also realised that misunderstandings make a couple grow fonder... is like if u survived a misunderstanding with ur bf/gf... u will definetly grow closer lahx... but these are for cases that are like small matters lahx... i have an example of a fren who juz had a small misunderstanding with his gf lahx... it was like mayb a lack of confidence in each other ba... but they have since solved it and they are so close that the guy cant even not talk to her for even 20 sec... Quote of the day : {How long can any man fight the darkness before he finds it in himself}Got the quote from the movie spiderman 3 lahx... Quite a nice movie ba.. saw the trailer lahx and found it to be quite a meaningful show lahx...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@8:47 PM
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Finally thought it through liao and i decided tat i shld be the one who shld leave the game... haix... although it hurts me so... but i feel that one person being hurt is better... but dun worry... i will be feelin better soon lahx... we will stil be as close as b4 lahx... and since i have settled everything... i will e feelin alright by tml... eh... nono... make tat now... hahax... i am a fast recoverer... hehes... so dun worry abt me lahx... hahax...Is it true that when someone is a great at lying... even when he or she is telling the truth... no one realli believes him... mayb it true lahx... but to someone out there... i juz wanna sae that i have nv lied to you and i will nv lie to u...Yeah... i have been thinkin... teachers alwaes scold us for wasting their time and the students time... but dun they feel that whenever they scold the students for making noise... arent they wasting our time as well whenever they scold us... so it;s like kinda ironic to use the students wating our time as a reason to scold them as the teachers are like oso wasting our time...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:37 PM
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I have finally faced up to reality and decided to spill everything out alrdy... no matter what happens from now on... i will still face it bravely... i have juz realised that i have been too much of a coward and did not dare to face things that come my way... that is why i have lost so many things... but from 2dae onwards... the gerald u see will be a brand new one... i will be one who will no longer be a coward but face things tat come in my way...Another point to take note... i muz be happy no matter wat as i have juz realised from aloy tat when i m unhappy... its nt onli me who will be unhappy but all my frens as well... therefore i have decided to stay happy no matter wat...These few days has been hard for me but i would nt have endured through these days without the help of a certain 2 frens... u all know hu u are lahx... hahax... i noe i have been sayin thx for a couple of days liao but let me say it one more time... a realli big thx to the both of u for being there to support me and help me when i m at my lowest...Being loved is better than loving somebody...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:49 PM
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Life for me is a little meaniningless to me now... i dun noe y... but these few days juz realli fel a litttle sian sian one... haix... can anyone tell me the meanin of life... lucky i have a few close frens who knows wat happened and is supporting me all the way... As frm yesterday's blog entry... u could alrdy see tat i was totally disgruntled with life... backing out without even facing it... however someone told me tat i shld nt gf up so easily and here am i trying to come to terms with reality... reality realli sucks but no matter wat one muz face up to it... thx ah... tat fren... u shld noe who u are... realli thx for these continous support for these few days... I juz realised tat frens are very impt in life... no one can be a loner... frm time to time u need the support of frens to help u tide over crisis that u face... there are three of my frens i wanna thx a lot for these couple of days lahx... one of which who told me campin is the best while the other two tellin me to face up to reality... no matter what... realli juz wanna thx these 3 frens lahx... realli thx to all of u...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:51 PM
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5 things you can sae to the girl u like:1) I'll buy 11 real roses and a fake rose and gif them to u... and i'll tell u that my love for u will nv die til the last rose dies...2) I'll climb the highest mountain and cross the longest ocean and walk the furthest distance... juz to go to the place where u are to see u...3) No matter where i go... u will alwaes be in my mind...4) Love is like a journey... may i have the honour of walking down the road with u for the rest of our life...5) Love can only be defined if there is only you in my heart... (adapted frm aloy's blog... hees...)
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:33 PM
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No more...It's time to wake up pls...You will know when to back out when u see it...There's no time for regrets...I've took too long... Now the final play is set...It's time to back out...There's nth to sae abt 2dae but to thank 2 ppl for being there for me...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:07 PM
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5 things you will feel if u like someone1) U will feel happy whenever u see him/her and all yours problems will go away...2) U start to count the percentage of how much u like him/her...3) U are afraid of her having the wrong idea about u...4) U will start to lose all interest in everything...5) U will keep on denying that u like her even if u do...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:24 PM
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With inspiration from aloy's blog... 5 things you should never say when breaking up with ur bf/gf1) Hey, u noe i got another bf/gf behind your back and i wanna choose her over u...2) I juz realised that i am a gay/lesbian...3) The girl next door looks cuter than u...4) U look kinda funny for me...5) U're gonna find a better guy/girl than me...Ya... and frm 2dae onwards... u can find these kind of 5 things to do or not to do every week on my blog... hahax... so check it out next week for more 5 things to do or not to do... hahax... and if u agree of disagree with my views... feel free to comment to me...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:13 PM
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Stupid thoughts of the day..."Together" = batteriesHeadbutt = Guang Yu + AloySurvey = funny answersCC = cute chicksChem = JumboLectures = sexual fantasiesEh... ya... these were the very thoughts of mine for 2dae... stay tuned for more stupid thought of the day...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:07 PM
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Have u ever got the feelin that u are damm close to someone but u noe that they will nv be urs? it's lk terrible lahx... haix... i noe this cos i experienced it b4 like many years ago lahx... i saw the girl tat i waited for years ago the other day and decided to blog abt it... the feelin of waitin for someone is lk realli crappy lahx... it's lk u get to see her everyday but u noe tat she likes someone else lahx... and u cannot do anything abt it... u cant break them up cos its lk a little bad and u cant lk go near her cos it seems weird... haix... realli crappy feelin lahx...Hahax... ok enough abt the sad stuff... i almost died 2dae lahx... someone pushed me to the middle of the road and den jumped of the pavement lahx... haix... cos got ants... can u believe it... tat person almost killed me cos of ants lahx... haix... cannot take it ah... hahax... ok went to do pw 2dae lahx... went to dunman wif kp and sk to conduct the survey lahx... hahax... saw huiyu there as well and was lk so qiao ah... hahax... aft tat went to tampines mall to meet mad and do physics lahx... hahax... was at mac and when mad went to mccafe to buy some funny drink and got some funny tag lahx... and i was lk playin wif the tag and wanted to bring it home lahx... haix... too bad they stopped me lahx... hahax...Ok lahx... tats all for mt story for 2dae lahx... check out for more updates in the near future... hees... Cheers!
lOneLy anD depResSeD@10:35 PM
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Mid year results are out liao lahx... and i failed almost all my H2 subjects lahx... i got like less then 40% for my maths and physics paper lahx... the only consolation that i have is my chen lahx... which i got second in class lahx... hahax... ok lahx... enough about the mid year lahx... stil got H1 subjects haven get back yet lorx... haix... also dunno whether can do well or not... anywae... wats over is over liao lahx... and so muz work hard for the promos lahx.... hahax... haix... been like feelin damm sianx for the past few days lahx... dunno y lahx... hahax...Sat went to some biz club chalet lahx... haix... oh man... the chalet was like damm crappy lahx... some kind of kampong hut... wa lao... need so budget ma... hahax... then the treasure hunt oso like so sianx... haix...our grp is like so qiang lahx... everything oso keep winning lahx... ok watever... the only consolation abt the chalet was that we got to see a python lahx... a nature docummentary... hahax... and i almost died... it was attackin a cat lahx... hahax... and i tot that the cat was stuck in some branches lahx... and i wanted to go save it... hees... luckily the cat escaped but there was a cat who had it's leg broken and it's ear injured... oh man... i was so heng lahx... hehes... Ok... got asked by many people these few days about how u noe when u like someone... i m not in any position to comment lahx... cos got failed relationship ma... but i feel that when u like someone... it is when u are feeling realli down or are boogled down with problem... but when u see her... is lke suddenly all your problems juz go away lahx... u dun realli care abt ur problems but u juz suddenly feel happy when u are with her... thats my personal opnion lahx... hahax... if anyone has gone different views... can pls tell me so that i will feel more prepared when i noe i like someone... hahax... thx...That all for nw lahx... hahax... have a nice day and cheers!
lOneLy anD depResSeD@8:11 PM
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Sianx sia... 2dae got the sch sports day and we had to lk wake up very early to go and prepare the stuff for the event lahx... cos we in charge of setting up a stall ma fo the biz club... woke up at lk 5 like tat lahx... den went to joanne house there to help her and xiaohan to carry the things lahx... hahax... but was a little late lahx so in the end make up by carryin more when we at the school lahx... hahax... mad aloy and kp were late lahx... hahax... so in the end we were the latest to set up the stall lahx... was kinda crap lahx... earned very little onli sia... profits onli $56 onli and had lots of leftover fruits lahx... haix... but ok lahx... was quite fun lahx... so thx to all my team members who help lahx... hahax... thx man... kp aloy mad hao feng joanne and xiaohan lahx... hahax...So aft the activity... i aloy kp and mad went to help mad bring hm the stuff lahx... den aft tat we went to bugis together to walk ard and look for bags lahx... hahax... cos needed a new bag lahx... hahax... wanted to buy bag de but in the end i and aloy went to buy shirts lahx... hahax... den mad was lk takin a very long time to decide whether to buy the bag lahx... was lk decidin for 2 hrs lk tat b4 she decided to buy lahx... hahax... den dunno why suddenly aloy and mad got a stomach ache lahx... hahax... muz be the zinger they ate for lunch lahx... hahax... kp and i had 2pc chicken meal ma... so nth happen... hees... ok lahx... mad was still ok... but aloy was lk in so much pain lahx... so actually wanted to go chomp chomp but in the end went to kovan there eat lahx... hahax... aft tat went home liao lahx... Ok lahx... tats all for my day le... check out more of my stories here another time... hahax... cheers man...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:03 PM
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Mid year is finally over liao lahx... hahax... finally... aft enduring many sleepless night due to the last min studyin... i can finally relax... hahax... haix... too bad tml stil got sch... haix... why no markin day lahx... sianx sia... damm pissed man... hehes...Ok... so 2dae aft the chinese listening comprehension which is oso the last paper... aloy kp i and mad went to hg mall and kovan to get stuff for the sports day carvinal and some other stuff lahx... and oso went back to kovan the world of sports visit old frens lahx... hahax...So aft tat went to mad hse to try out the choc for the sports day carvinal lahx... hahax... ok... was kinda successful lahx... so stayed there to do the things until abt 6 plus ba b4 we went hm lahx... hahax... realli funny sia... hahax... aloy was lk staring at a dog and den the dog was lk barkin at him lahx... den make kp realli scared.... hahax... den she keep hiding behind me lahx... hahax... but the dog lk more interested in her den aloy ah... hahax... interesting sia... and lk keep chasing her lahx... damm funny... den went we left for the bus stop... it was lk kp's face was lk realli pale and she was lk had a blank look on her face lahx... hahax... den lk wanna cry le... but didnt lahx... but aft a while ok liao lahx... hahax... den keep making fun of aloy again... hahax... tats the indication where she is ok liao lahx... hahax...Ok lahx... tats all for 2dae lahx... wan to go and slp liao... hees... muz wake up at 3 to watch the world cup lahx... finally channel 5 got show liao... last 4 matches liao... hopefully germany or france will win the world cup lahx... although i wanted brazil to win... hahax... ok... check out my blog for more life and time of an average boi next time and cheers man!
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:56 PM
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Hahax... ok my holidays are almost over liao lahx.. hahax... no lahx... nt tat i have another holiday... but i mean tat bcos i have no papers on thur and fri so i got a straight 5 day holiday lahx... hahax... ok sian... tml and den tue will be econs paper liao... haix... sianx sia... hahax...Ok... caught scary movie 4 on fri with kp sk and guang yu lahx... hahax... the show was damm funny lahx... realli crappy sia... but it ended too soon le... haix... so aft the movie we went our separate ways liao lahx... i went to punggol end for a while b4 headin over to montfort for the coc parade lahx... haix... sianx... but was lk a little too late liao lahx... so missed the parade... sianx... hanged ard at montfort for a while to catch some stripin scenes b4 i went to meet aloy at pasir ris lahx...Sat... aloy and i met kai peng joanne and madeline at amk to go to seoul garden lahx... hahax... we treated them cos lk got win money from the world cup ma... but haix... lose liao... hahax... ok so at seoul garden aloy and i were lk eatin lk crazy cos lk dun wan to waste the money lahx... hahax... sori to the girls if got oil splash on u lahx... hahax... didnt mean it de... hees... ok... i definetly nv wanna see strawberry ice cream ever again for the next 6 months man... i ate lk almost 8 scoops for strawberry ice cream lahx... hahax... cos was lk kp was lk darin me to finish me the ice cream and the peach tea den she will tie 2 ponytails and walk ard in amk for 5 mins lahx... hahax... i did it and she realli tied her hair lahx... but b4 5 mins was up i like ask her to look for a small girl who got the same hairstyle as her b4 she can take out lahx... and so it was lk the 5 of us were lk runnin ard amk lookin for a girl with the same hairstyle lahx... hahx...finally found one lahx... hahax... kp shld go and thx the little girl sia... hahax... den it was lk aloy's turn to get his hair tied cos he was lk darin kp to grab the ball with her palm lahx... hahax.. and she did it lahx... hahax... ok aft tat went to toa payoh library to study econs and chem b4 we went our separate ways again lahx... hahax...England lost to portungal during penalty..and brazi lost to france also... shocking sia... hahax...haix... nw is italy against germany and portugal against france lahx... hopefully germany and france will be able to get to the finals lahx... hahax... anywae... check here for more updates of the life and times of a simple boi next time... hahax... cheers!
lOneLy anD depResSeD@4:10 PM
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I've been tagged by kai peng ! tsk tsk... make me do this kind of thing...1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.2. Choose 5 persons to do this after you complete yours.3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.FavouritesFavourite Colour: Brown Favourite Food: defenitely nt strawberry ice cream...Favourite Song: 枫Favourite Movie: SpidermanFavourite Sport: Basketball Favourite Day of the Week: Monday ( i dun have monday blues and weekday shows are nicer... hahax...)Favourite Season: i live in s'pore... wat kinda of season do u tink we have...Favourite Ice Cream: vanilla (strawberry is a definte nono)CurrentsCurrent Mood: Sianx... why the hell am i doin thisCurrent Taste: nth... u mean ur tongue has a flavour... gosh!Current Clothes: pantsCurrent Desktop: hmmm... many small iconsCurrent Toenail Colour: i a boy for god's sake... is this thing for girls?Current Time: 1555Current Surroundings: My bed... i wanna go sleep liao... haven slept... Current Annoyances: doin this thing and why brazil lost... haix...Current Thoughts: when will this end... how many more qn will they still ask...FirstsFirst Best Friends:Kindergarten - nah... quite a loner.. hahax... Primary school - Ding Chang...Secondary school - JeffreyJC - Aloy and Kai Peng and Madeline...Outside school - erm... hmmm... eh... First Crush: eh... gotta be jokin right... hahax...First Movie: dun realli remember... muz be some disney cartoon movie...First Lie: who can remember their first lie? First Music: rock a bye baby???LastsLast Cigarette:nah... i dun smoke... bad for health...Last Drink: fresh milkLast Car Ride:a cabLast Crush: eh... no commentsLast Movie: Underworld Evolution... hahax...Last Phone Call: My auntie askin me to come home... hahax...Last CD played:5566 first album?
Have you ever...
Have you ever dated one of your best friend:ya... everyday with aloy kai peng and mad... hahax... and even jeff... ( i m nt gay...)
Have you ever broken the law: ya... i alwaes break the law by jaywalkin... hahax...
Have you ever been arrested: no
Have you ever skinny-dipped: would like to try..
Have you ever been on TV: no
5 things you are wearing: my spec... my shorts... shirt...
4 things you done today: wake up bathe chat online and do this.. (i lead a borin life...)
3 things you can hear right now: my music, sounds from the road and my auntie talkin outside...
1 thing you do when you're bored: sleep... hahax...
5 persons to do this: no one... kp has abt asked everybody i noe hu has a blog... hahax... finally finished... ok kp... stop rushin me liao... hahax...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@3:42 PM
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