I have finally faced up to reality and decided to spill everything out alrdy... no matter what happens from now on... i will still face it bravely... i have juz realised that i have been too much of a coward and did not dare to face things that come my way... that is why i have lost so many things... but from 2dae onwards... the gerald u see will be a brand new one... i will be one who will no longer be a coward but face things tat come in my way...Another point to take note... i muz be happy no matter wat as i have juz realised from aloy tat when i m unhappy... its nt onli me who will be unhappy but all my frens as well... therefore i have decided to stay happy no matter wat...These few days has been hard for me but i would nt have endured through these days without the help of a certain 2 frens... u all know hu u are lahx... hahax... i noe i have been sayin thx for a couple of days liao but let me say it one more time... a realli big thx to the both of u for being there to support me and help me when i m at my lowest...Being loved is better than loving somebody...
lOneLy anD depResSeD@9:49 PM
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